he can’t see the smile i’m faking and my heart’s not breaking cause i’m not feeling anything at al.

you were wild and crazy just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated got away by some mistake and now i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain, so in love that i acted insane. breaking down and coming undone it’s a rollercoaster kind of rush and i never knew i could feel that much..

“aber manchmal beißen wir uns so daran fest unser happyend zu finden, dass wir nicht lernen die zeichen zu deuten; die menschen, die uns wollen von denen zu unterscheiden die uns nicht wollen; die, die bleiben von denen, die gehen!”

tonight i cried again, not the first time and i know it’s not my last. hiding from the fear of the future and the pictures of my past. now it’s time to throw away the things you left behind, i guess i’m moving on. for every step i take i’m losing ground but it’s farther away from you. you always know how to break me with the little things you do. what’s the matter with you? you picked a fine day to walk away. all the night’s all the fights. somehow i always knew that we’d end up this way. so why is it so hard to say goodbye?

that’s how it went, huh?

broken promises, but you don’t really mind. it’s not the first time and you know it, don’t you know? stupid fights, wrong or right.